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What a Child Knows
  The monster under the bed taunted her…
  “…I’m going to get you, and eat you all up!”
  It was a horrible monster. Its skin was all green and slimy, with a big head and not enough for all the sharp, black teeth.
  “I told my grandma about you.” The girl declared, as if the words would prove a shield against it.
  “Grown ups don’t believe eight year olds.” It chuckled in an awful sort of way that sounded thick and sticky and told the child “She can’t believe you, because grown ups can’t see me. They can’t believe in monsters under the bed.”
  For the most part, the little girl knew it was true.  Every time she brought grandma into her room, the monster wouldn’t be there.  And then grandma would shake her head so that even an eight year old understood she was annoyed and had had enough.
  “But I told my mommy too.” The little girl ment
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The LightFlight by Kagehahen The LightFlight :iconkagehahen:Kagehahen 10 29
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The Shimmer in the Road :iconkagehahen:Kagehahen 3 6
Whores of Babblingon
The little boy of three years old,
bobbled like a cork in the water as he ran
and didn’t care when fingers nimbler than
rabid tongues
made him giggle with pleasure,
until a dagger sliced, even at the root;
“Boy, cover your shame!”
Years later,
where he buries his shame becomes
a red bloom of self and
several faculty members who said
“Johnny was always such a good boy.”
Bad upbringing, because the morality
is never wrong…
We bear, round the mysticisms of our
own desires, the burdens of our taboos,
those unwanted creations of belief gone
too fertile and permitted because mental
pro-lifery of such a sort
is considered a divine gift
by the ones who use it like a choker
we wear too willingly,
for the sake of a piece
of mind.
They go on and on and the words
are meaningless, out of context
with the bigger picture we’re not allowed
to step back and see painted
on our bodies like tongues of red and
purple fire more brilliant that the gray word
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Second Sheet to the Left
He had no idea how he got there short of getting tied up in Kenthalye’s bed linen.
She wouldn’t have forgotten he was there and throw him into the laundry, would she?  As a human, she had her ‘unenlightened’ moments – slips in memory – and moments of plain maliciousness…
“…She SAID she wanted to regulate her sleeping time,” Red Alert reminded himself primly, fighting his way through layers of endless white – well – not completely white.  And he realized they had odd odors to them.  And – there were Disney prints – and – he squealed.
“PLEASE let those be chocolate stains.”
“No worries, bot.  Girl sneaks ‘em all the time.  She keeps it up though, she’s gonna wind up here with US pretty soon.”
“Girl? Chocolate? OLD chocolate?”
“Drool more like.  Pops candy in, drools it out at night; ‘s why the boss lady washes ‘em at least once a we
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Not in my gender II by Kagehahen
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Not in my gender II :iconkagehahen:Kagehahen 3 7
Not in my gender you don't...PT I by Kagehahen Not in my gender you don't...PT I :iconkagehahen:Kagehahen 5 14
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A Softer Sort of Courage :iconkagehahen:Kagehahen 1 3
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Quick Disconnects :iconkagehahen:Kagehahen 2 14
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Giving a Handle on Things :iconkagehahen:Kagehahen 1 11
Best Seller
There was hardly any genius in my detritus,
prettily dressed out of the black moods
and rabid highs from the froth
of chemical means,
or the ease in which they broke me
down into a common experience.
Where was the singularity
in over 1 million copies sold?
I'll never be bargain basement,
I won't live that long.
I'll buy it in the
high strung noose of my angst driven,
much-envied talent.
They'll sing my praises
to the pendulum rhythm they make of me
in the direction of mediocrity
of becoming a house hold name...
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she went softly,
the phenomenon
so far unknown
unravelling the tangle
breaking patience
and love
and felt, somehow
strong, almost
as if released in another world
she breathed freer
the spring came back
in the wood, the wind
she wanted to forget
and be born again
endless gusts
of sunshine blew
and the first windflowers
were out,
with the pallor of
cold wind
naked white shoulders
and yellow buds unfolding
she drifted on,
with curious life
loose and adrift
strong in frailty
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there’s a monster inside of my head.
it moved in four years ago, but they say it’s always been there. my daddy has one. so does his mom.
they say that’s where i got it. dad says grammy’s monster made her beat him until he was seven. dad says his monster made him drink until he blacked out, for twenty years.
they all say, “don’t let it in.” they all say, “it’ll control you, because you are weak.”
(actually, they say “vulnerable.”)
they tell me its name, so i can paint it on my wrists, on my forehead, along the curves of my ears. keep out. no BIPOLAR DISORDER allowed. they say it notices loud things. capital letters, for one. or crying children. or hatred. or fear.
they do not tell me what it’s like to see it. they do not tell me what’s it like, to feel it burrowing under your skin.
when it came to me, i pleaded with it. i said, “please go away,” and it didn’t listen.
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AT - Per una notte o per sempre - by FidisART
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by ArchonW

You did an excellent job of portraying a twisted Tinker Bell while still keeping her looking like her fairy self. She is both coy and d...

I feel you did an excellent job on this work. This is all a good example of less is more. The woman's face is detailed with soft shadin...

by Nieris

I think you did a great job with the play of sunlight - particularly with it pooling by her feet on the floor. The affect is very succe...

by Nieris

I'm going to critique this from the stand point of your goal of doing 365 days. And for that kind of sketch, for the time, you did a go...



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I've been waiting a bit for a commission a friend of mine had done by someone I won't name.  I had a few critiques I've wanted to give for a bit but - it's been a few months and - I haven't seen anything. And it isn't something I'm unfamiliar with.

It has to do with the quality of commissions.

Listen, if you feel like something you did is too crappy to post, that's fine. Unless it's regarding something someone paid you for. If you feel it's too crappy for public consumption then you might want to think twice about what you've given your customers.  Some of them are younger people and too nice to say anything.  In the real world, you have to stand by your work; the plane a mechanic works has to fly. An admin's reports have to be clear and concise enough to read by their clients.  So if they (are persons of integrity) put out good work, they earn their pay.  The same applies with art you are paid to do. 

It is a good rule of thumb; if it isn't good enough to post here with the rest of your body of work, then it probably isn't good enough for a client that's too nice to say anything. Period.


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I prefer people to static icons and avatars. But I'll treasure their artistic visions forever.


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knifecrimes Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2017  Student Digital Artist
thank you so much for the extra points!! its really kind of you!
Kagehahen Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2017
You're welcome.
RoboMommy Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2017  Professional General Artist
Can I Note you again here about commissions? :)
Kagehahen Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2017
RoboMommy Featured By Owner May 30, 2017  Professional General Artist
Hi dear :wave: I got your commission request (for DA points), and I'll accept it on June 1st, when I open commissions. Thank you!
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